today i became horribly aware of how single i am. yeah, yeah, yeah, it's better to be single than be with some dorky guy or something along those lines. but honestly, it's getting old. utah is FILLED with couples, which just makes my reality more depressing. it might seem super superficial or naive, but all i really want for christmas is an adorable guy to cuddle with, watch my favorite christmas movie with, & drink hot chocolate with.. is that too much to ask for, santa? sadly, it probably is! on second thought; i'll just take these boys.. that is all.
on that sad, depressing, & pessimistic point - my daddy's coming to visit tomorrow! :] my daddy is in the army & he's been deployed for the past 3 christmas'. needless to say, i'm excited he'll be around for at least the day before christmas eve.
alsoooooo, i get to see mallory soon! i've decided that i'm going to visit her right after christmas! probably monday the 27th - sound good? i'm super excited. we've planned on going to some big dance party for new years. now, we are notorious for being wallflowers at any event we attend. we PROMISE that this will not be the case this time. haah, we'll seeeeeee.
tomorrow i'm planning on going christmas shopping with my sisters before we see our dad. isn't it absolutely pathetic that i've seriously put off shopping this long?! it's two days 'till christmas, i need to get my act together.. i know. let's cross our fingers, pray i get the job done in time, & don't die in the mobs at the mall. haah.
