Dec 23, 2010

i write this to stay alive..


y'all might think that this blog title is a bit dramatic, but i assure you; it's not. my very best friend explained to me that if i neglected to write on my blog tonight i'd be dead by morning.. & even though i'm not feeling super festive still, i'd like to see what my family decided to get my for christmas.


today i became horribly aware of how single i am. yeah, yeah, yeah, it's better to be single than be with some dorky guy or something along those lines. but honestly, it's getting old. utah is FILLED with couples, which just makes my reality more depressing. it might seem super superficial or naive, but all i really want for christmas is an adorable guy to cuddle with, watch my favorite christmas movie with, & drink hot chocolate with.. is that too much to ask for, santa? sadly, it probably is! on second thought; i'll just take these boys.. that is all.

on that sad, depressing, & pessimistic point - my daddy's coming to visit tomorrow! :] my daddy is in the army & he's been deployed for the past 3 christmas'. needless to say, i'm excited he'll be around for at least the day before christmas eve.

alsoooooo, i get to see mallory soon! i've decided that i'm going to visit her right after christmas! probably monday the 27th - sound good? i'm super excited. we've planned on going to some big dance party for new years. now, we are notorious for being wallflowers at any event we attend. we PROMISE that this will not be the case this time. haah, we'll seeeeeee.

tomorrow i'm planning on going christmas shopping with my sisters before we see our dad. isn't it absolutely pathetic that i've seriously put off shopping this long?! it's two days 'till christmas, i need to get my act together.. i know. let's cross our fingers, pray i get the job done in time, & don't die in the mobs at the mall. haah.

well, that's all i have to say.. i think i might go eat some more delicious christmas food & get fatter before i go to sleep.

happy christmas! :]

1 comment:

  1. i'm so glad that you can live now.. i was a little upset about having to potentially take your life! :]

    thanks for reminding me again of how single we are, i had FINALLY gotten that off my mind.. jerk.

    anyways, the 27th sounds like a perfect plan!
    brooke will still be here, you can see her.

    have fun shopping tomorrow, i'm done.. suckaaaa!

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